you know, sometimes i feel like crap.
bcos the main problem is, i cant control my emotions. and its scary every single time i think about it. NEVER happened before.

maybe its because i just want more affection from you.
and every single time, i feel overwhelmed by everything else around me.

feel quite horrible.

You took your coat off and stood in the rain
You're always crazy like that
And I watched from my window
Always felt I was outside looking in on you

You're always the mysterious one with dark eyes and careless hair
You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care
You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comments on the weather

Well in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see
This is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees

These foolish games are tearing me apart
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart

You're always brilliant in morning
Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee
Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved
Do you loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar

Well excuse me, cause I've mistaken you for somebody else
Somebody who gave a damn, somebody more like myself
These foolish games are tearing me,
You're tearing me, you're tearing me apart
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart


You took off your coat and stood in the rain
You were always crazy like that


and here i am, sitting in the comfort of my room, after a fabulous night.
but why am i crying my heart out?